yesterday was a disappointment.
or rather,SHE was a disappointment.
they saw her.
she 'threw her own face'.
and most importantly, she 'threw ALL of our faces' with it.
a little push in the name of fun,perhaps.
in desperation,maybe.
it's no wonder you're a desperate little fool.
maybe she's aware.
get real.
they give you that glare because they expect more of you.
they treat you like that because you're supposed to be a role model.
but are you being one?
not really.
wait.
actually,not at all.
what you did was a good move that day.
though it kind of put some people into despair.
yeah
we're i'm selfish.
you keep telling me that i'm the pot calling the kettle black.
look.
i'm going to be frank.
i'm no angel.
and neither are you.
so get real.
this is human nature.
i really hate this sometimes.
i mean, seriously,i worked so hard for it.
but i keep getting disappointment.
he cant make it on the big day.
sure,i understand.
its work.
work.
work.
damn work.
she doesn't even know what i'm doing.
she probably didn't even care until i told her.
that,i don't understand.
it's supposed to be an honour.
but i don't see why it's an honour since it doesn't really matter anymore.yeah i've made some new friends.
but really,give me a reason why it still matters?
i was actually putting up with it because i believed that they would be proud of me.
what a joke.haha.
you say i dont know what she's going through?
does it look like she knows what i'm going through?
you make me laugh.
no,seriously.
you do.
BEAUTIFUL MALEVOLENCE.
;tis but a reflection of thyself.
hello.i am nothing but a ragdoll in the hands of the marionette master.
thus resistance is futile.
yielding is the only solution.
goodbye.
